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Wednesday, September 26, 2007

ANNOUNCEMENT again:
As some did not see my tagboard announcement, hereby I shall announce again that
Tan Xing Xian will be out of town from 27th Sept-1st Oct...
Do miss me... Lalalala...

Met up yesterday.. I understand that u have a hard childhood-teenage life..
To Jane:
You are a wonderful person,

with a smile bright enough
to light up anyone's day.

You are a wonderful person,
with a kind & caring heart,
and it shows in all you do and say.

You are a wonderful person,
that reaches out and touches lives,
in many thoughtful ways.

You Are Wonderful

PS: It's her lost to lose a friend like u....

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Little Miss Bitchy
3:11 PM


Wednesday, September 05, 2007

Talk with my far far away cousin, Chang.. Happy to see him thru the webcam.. He showed me how iphone works and all the pics he took.. Cheese cakes.. Garlic fries.. Scenery.. etc.. I want an iphone!!!! Shit man he's tempting me.. We talked alot.. Food.. life.. relationship.. phone.. and he has never ending fire alarms.. LOL.. We msn for sometime.. and he called my office to continue chit chat..
Hope u r really doing fine there ya... Waiting for u to come back in Dec... Take care till then..


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Little Miss Bitchy
2:22 PM


Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Today's weather was ridiculous..
Morning was fine weather... And afternoon was like.... I was lucky enough to escape this cats & dogs during lunch time becos I've gt a free ride from my friend's colleague..
Mins after I'm comfortably sitting in front of my desk, Wanting called me.
She was trapped somewhere 10 mins from German centre and she needs my help..
Lazy.. yet not wanting to reject my own cousin.. I agreed...
I admit.. I was cursing while on my way to fetch her and her friend..
Becos I was all dry and comfortable even though it rains.. Becos of her, my pants was totally WET..
Though unwilling.. But the thought of helping her.. makes me happy.. I've gt a chance to help her!.. This cousin of mine wouldn't even turn to me if she has trouble in the past.. Now she thought of me!.. I'm happy that I've helped her and that she has turn to me... cousin 万岁!
And here, Wanting rewarded me with this.. yummilicious TCC oreo cheesecake.. Keke..Thanks Cousin... =D

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Little Miss Bitchy
4:44 PM


Monday, August 13, 2007


There He goes! 11/08/07 6AM

Dear cousin, I hope everything is fine there for you... Studies, friends,teachers,food,environment,temperature,so much more... All of us misses u.. Pls pls take really good care of yourself over there...

You're so far way,
Yet you are here,
We can't see your face,
But we can feel you near,
We can't touch you,
But we hold you close,
No matter where you are,
We want you to know,
You're in our heart,
Wherever you go....

Hopefully the miles between us,
Will disappear soon,
Because all we want,
Is you back soon.

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Little Miss Bitchy
9:34 AM


Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Specially for you, My dearest cousin Jocelyn:

On 08-08-1988
A special gal was born.
From that moment,
I've gained myself a baby little COUSIN called: Jocelyn Ng Qian Hui..

She has big eyes.. wonderful smile..
and most of all, a character unique from others..
We've shared so many moments....
laughing and talking
not just as cousins,
but as friends too..
and I hope that today,
happiness, love and feelings of peace,
find their way to you,
lasting a lifetime through.

Happy Birthday!

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Little Miss Bitchy
9:29 AM


Wednesday, July 25, 2007

For my dearest Cousin, Wanting:

Things have not been easy for u lately...
But I'm proud of u for holding on,
For being strong to make it through this...

We know u'll be okay in the end,
And I hope u believe that too...
Because no matter, how hard things become at times,
It's only a part of our life,
And I believe it will make u stronger,
Bringing u closer to us,
Please know that there's alot of others who loves u...

You'll be okay,
Because our love for you is strong...

Remember, we'll always be there for you.

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Little Miss Bitchy
10:48 AM





She came. Happy that she came. Feeling a bit awkward.. I tried to talk to her when she's leaving... She answered in a general way to everyone. It's ok.. at least I've tried..
Cousin's birthday celebration was a successful one.. Thanks to everyone.. It's everyone's presence that make this celebration cum gathering perfect. Everyone was happy.. Especially the older ones.. Hahaha..
These pics aint perfect though.. But it's ok.. cos it's a memorable one..

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Little Miss Bitchy
10:17 AM


Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Dinner Time!




Beautiful her...


Three of us...


POsers...



Loves Loves;

It takes million years to load tis photos man! Zzzzz.. This dinner was not planned.. We're just very Onz.. Haha.. Updated on each of our news.. Very happy to have this kind of "regular" meet ups with my beloved 2...


How blessed we are,
to have this invaluable gift
of a long-lasting kinship...

A kinship that's sustained
many ups and downs;
A kinship that's lasted
through smiles and frowns;
A kinship that I could surely
never live without....

Yes, I'd have to say
we're surely blessed,
with the most precious gift...
called Kinship.

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Little Miss Bitchy
10:20 AM


Monday, June 11, 2007



Some other pics with my beloved cousin Joce & Jane..
So sweet of them to celebrate my belated bday.. I din expect that.. They've really grown up..
For the 1st pic, the camera was positioned by Our Ms Jocelyn.. side way one.. Zzz..

Little secrets to share, cousins that care,
A little chit-chat, a little friendly talk,
Will surely bond us for lifelong.


Thanks my cousin

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Little Miss Bitchy
10:24 AM


Friday, June 01, 2007

Ok.. I Dun wanna have that Hi all for any longer.. Haha..
Family gathering was great actually. Always happy to see how's everybody getting on..
Like wat Jane has said. She wasn't there. Part of me was hoping she will come, she's part of us after all. BUT.. part of me wanted her to come.. is purely becos.. I wanted to see how she'll react when she sees us.. I still thinks that.. This is not something we wish to happen... And also.. I still thinks that.. she herself being solo.. is her own choice.. No one force her after all..
Jie asked how's me n her? Wat else can I say? A cousin who claimed that she's not part of us.. deleted us from her friendster account( for me it's 2nd time).. And wat else?

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Little Miss Bitchy
11:01 AM


Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Dear XXXXXX

If you treat me as one of your beloved... You shd not hide anything from me..
If you trust me.. You shd tel me nothing but truth..
You shd noe that I'll support you no matter wat...
No discrimination.. No objections..
Am i not worthy for your trust or you doesn't wanna share?
You left me out of your world..
My heart filled with nothing but sadness n disappointment..

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Little Miss Bitchy
9:14 AM


Thursday, February 22, 2007

A call from Ah Boy gor gor.. All in the family was shocked..
Things didn't turn out right for cousin.. But din expect that to happen this yr..
Some how.. I've decided.. Not to talk abt her happenings anymore.. It's her life.. We should care less abt which bf she has.. How many bf she had changed.. Like wat I've already said.. That's her life.. None of our business.. Dun get involved and nothing would happen.. Let's just be audience.. Watch & Listen..

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Little Miss Bitchy
11:31 AM


Tuesday, January 02, 2007

To Jane & Jocelyn:


Inspired by Joce, here's a guidence from Our President Ikeda Sensei

It is never too late & that we must never avoid difficulties but challange them head on.
Regardless of the end result, it is with such resolve that will polish us to become personable young people.

I had one chart given at one of the meeting long long time ago(Joce, you might have it too).. This chart really reminds me and also guide me thru my hard times... Here, i would like to share with you all..

-Panic
-Indecision
-Confusion
-Depression
-Low morale

1. Set clear concrete goals
2. Strong-Positive Ichinen
3. Chant for: Wisdom, Protection, Lifeforce
4. Take action
5. Persevere

Impossible Becomes Possible!!!

Always keep tis in mind.. We have Gohonzon.. We have one another..

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Little Miss Bitchy
12:58 AM


Thursday, December 28, 2006

Ok.. Frankly speaking.. Life without internet sucks.. Especially during working hours.. No surfing, no msn for 8 Hrs.. For goodness sake! We are all bored to death(Me and my colleagues).. Blame the stupid earthquake! It's going to last at least 3 weeks! 3 WEEKS!!!!! I hate it..

Met up with my dear cousins yesterday.. Jane rush dwn from school.. Joce meet up the day after Egypt trip.. thank you for your effort to meet up guys..

To Jane:

Hey dear.. Really appreciate the effort you put in for the gift.. Really really like it very very much.. It's really something money can't buy...

To Jocelyn:

I'm not saying your gift is something money can buy.. LOL... When comes to gift.. It's always the thought that counts ok.. And i love that cute little gift.. Interesting.. Also thank you for the Egypt sovenir.. Thanks for remembering me.. Like them very much..

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Little Miss Bitchy
10:47 PM


Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Yoohoo.... I'm back!!!! Anyone misses me??? Haha.. BALI TRIP WAS GREAT! Nice beach.. Great bargining opportunities.. (I dunno i can bargin so well.. hahahaha..).. Super duper great companions.. ( If Jocelyn is there.. It'll be perfect!).. Some exceptionals: Corruption..becos I have to pay SGD 50 for passing the validity of 6 months expiry!...Rude sales ppl in shopping centre.. Honking of vehicles.. Zzz.. Noisy.. Bad food..
And the rest.. was ok.. Will update some pics and data in detail when i have time..

It's always great to meet up wif my beloved cousins Jane & Jocelyn.. i love spending time wif you guys.. Nv knew it'll be that great to hav you all to be wif me.. Finally, I find no walls in btw us.. Finally i find something common in us.. And finally.. i find trust.. love.. and concern btw us.. Thank you for accepting me as a cousin... Thank you for treating me so sincerely.. Simply satisfy.. contented & grateful to hav cousins like you all..

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Little Miss Bitchy
2:29 PM


Monday, November 13, 2006

Accompanied my cousin JY for the SIA flight cabin interview yesterday. The queue was long.. but the waiting time was not as long as i thought it was... My sista said to me " Since you going wif her... Why dun you give it a try too?" I pondered. The next day... I brought my birth cert, Ic and application form.. I was thinking.. Ya.. I shd try even thought i noe 99% I couldn't even make it to the interview.....
Becos.. i'm standing at 1.55m. LOL... The minimum requirement is 1.58m. Zzz...Zzz.. True enough.. i couldn't make it.. But it's ok.. At least I've tried.
While we were there queuing, there's a girl who looks as short.. or maybe shorter than me... I was thinking.. Alright.. If she's out, I'm out too.. Indeed, she did not reached the minimum requirement.. But she was reluctant to leave.. She was there sweet talking.. trying to psycho the lady who measures our height.. Still, she's OUT...
Some ppl just couldn't get over it when they gt eliminated... They would do anything for that chance...They will always say "can give me 1 more chance" like those in project superstar. Was it a bad thing to strive for the chance???? Was it becos they are thick-skinned?? Or is it becos they are courageous enough to at least try their best to get the chance? Hmmm... I don't know... It might not be a bad thing after all.. At least you have tried your very best.. No regrets!

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Little Miss Bitchy
3:21 PM


Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Went over to Joc's house on Fri together with Jane. Talked alot.

A person w/o the support of friends and family
What kind of life would it be?
No one to confide to... No one's there to listen
Always telling yourself.. "I'll be alright"...
but will it be?
Can one pretend that nothing has ever happened when things go wrong?
Can one be sure that the path they take & the choices they make are always right?
No one...
You can keep telling yourself that you're good, you're confident, your life is doing well....
But you'll onli hear dat from yourself..
Will you ever feel dat way?
I doubt.
A nice appearance with no soul...

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Little Miss Bitchy
9:07 AM


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my rosy pink psp slim.DS lite.
Baby G. Animals.Chocolate.
Lay's seaweed flavor chips.
Haribo Gummy bear.Sushi.
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