Monday, February 05, 2007
I really dun understand.. Sometimes.. I've tried my best to do whatever i can... But some how.. Ppl dun appreciate what I've done.. What they do is to blame you for.. this blame you for that... I hate it.. What the fuck is wrong??? Y this problem keep coming back? Y doesn't ppl even appreciate b4 they start to complain?
Labels: Sad/Angry
Little Miss Bitchy
11:10 AM
Monday, January 29, 2007
I hardly cry nowadays...But when tears flow.. I couldn't sense it anymore.. Too sad and agitated to even noe it's coming.. Running away from all the dispute and violence.. I felt so tired.Labels: Sad/Angry
Little Miss Bitchy
10:13 AM
Thursday, January 18, 2007
Saw her thru Eric's link in friendster. It's been 4 years+....Coco(Shiying) and I has been best friends since.. Sec 2... Our friendship did went thru alot of hardship.. Never had a friend so close to heart... But.. her selfishness led to the end of our friendship. Obstacle 1:3 of us.. Sherlyn, Shiying and me were once best friend.. Often stuck in between of one another.. Finally.. after several "break ups". Me and Shiying became the best heart-heart friend ever. Obstacle 2:We has been very close.. worked hard to get into Class 3B.. But I was the only lucky one. She got into class 3A. She despise her classmates.. She hate her class. I stood by her and was left out by my very own classmates. Others told me, "you are being used by her.. Becos she has no friend in class dat's y she finds you". But I find it worthwhile, becos i always believe.. 1 best friend is enough.. and even if she is using me, I'll forgive her.We meet up during recess time.. after school to Mac.. to JP.. To Daiso.. She's the one who introduce Daiso to me.. When times we felt that words are hard to say.. We wrote to each other.. That is one way which we felt easier to express ourselves.. no matter it's apologies or heart feelings.. Incident 1:End 'N' levels.. I broke up with Wee Lip. Ended up liking his friend whom I forgot the name.. Just liking ok.. And I happen to know.. He likes Shiying b4 during the time we hang out like a couple. Shiying knew abt it.. She said that she'll nv fell in love with him. In the end, she went steady wif him. I asked her.. "why do you go steady wif him".. She replied: " becos I love him". I accept.. and wish her all the best.. She is my b est friend after all!! After some times, they broke up. Accidentally, I happened to ask her once again y she went steady with him... She replied me.. " For that MD lor.. just wanted someone whose willing to buy me that 400+ Md". I was shocked. I din expect her to give me tis kind of ans. I did not blame her for all that bullshit she has told me. End of part 1.We promised to look for jobs together after our exam. Therefore, when my classmates went job hunting.. I followed but did not went in for interview.. Becos I wanted to go job hunting with her.. I dun wan to get myself a job 1st.. In the end, after our last paper, she told me.. "I'm going for an interview at kodak, it's my father's friend". I was angry.. Becos I waited for her.. And this is wat I get? End of part 2. Beginning of a new year.. having our 'O' levels... She wrote to me. I forgave her.As close as b4.. Same thing.. We promised to find jobs together after our 'o'. Indeed.. this time.. together.. She gt a job... For US..
Incident 2:
However, she gt herself a Bf while working at the factory. I was left out during our breaks... All alone.. It's new year count down.. I decided not to go to work fake an MC.. She and her bf had a fight.. So... She also decided not to work on that day.. So i called up our supervisor to inform her that I'm sick.. And told her abt Shiying's case.. The supervisor was not very happy abt it.. And she ask Shiying to come to work no matter wat.. Shiying heck cared. Therefore, the supervisor said she dun hav to come to work.. I was stunned by the reaction of the supervisor. Therefore, I called Shiying.. I asked Shiying if she's really not going back and tok to the supervisor perheps.. for another chance.. She says no. Ok.. So i said.. Alright.. Then I'll not take mc.. I quit as well.. I double confirm wif her abt her decision. She was determined. 3 days later, I called her up to tell her that we'll be deducted 3 days salary for quitting w/o notice.. which is ard.. $170+ i think.. Guess wat?????She told me she's back to the factory for work already.... WTF?!? Mother f***er.. I was damn pissed.. upset.. i felt betrayed.. once again.. i couldn't forgive her.. I couldn't.. So i msg her.. Y she do tis.. and if she's going back tell me.. She shd hav inform me, so that I can at least get an mc and still work.. All she said was.. "the supervisor ask me back.. So I'm back.. If not for me, do you think you'll get tis job and get tis money???" I was heart broken... Has she ever think abt me? No...... From then... She nv hear from me again...
Only saw her once in JP, both of us alone. She seems surprise... But I wasn't sure.. I just walked away..
Labels: Sad/Angry
Little Miss Bitchy
11:07 AM
Monday, January 15, 2007
Took train wif See Ling almost every morning... Had this Malay lady in front of See Ling queuing n tapping the EZ-Link card onto the machine at the control station.. Her's was not identify, instead Seeling's was. There she is still stupidly standing there n See Ling couldn't get thru.. Finally.. She moved. "Stupid" that was wat See Ling said out of frustration not referring to her.She followed and kept asking wat See Ling said.. They quarrelled in the lift. Everyone was looking. Defending my own sister, I said to her, "nobody is toking abt you, you've admit it yourself"... There she is.. continue to #$@%.. So, finally I couldn't stand it.. I said to See Ling " Stop toking to this kind of STUPID people"... She blasted off. "I said SHUT UP!!!" she screamed at the top of her voice. Everyone in the lift was like =.=!!! Still #$@% while walking out of the lift... See Ling say.. haha c.. you have disgraced yourself.. Babarian! True enough.. She had disgraced herself utterly.. Who's toking abt her at the 1st place..LOL.. Labels: Sad/Angry
Little Miss Bitchy
11:20 AM
Friday, January 12, 2007
Sometimes.. It's so hard to judge human beings.. They can be so good to you at times.. Yet do things to upset you.. Eg: If you have car.. A will lunch with you.. Since you dun hav.. A go with B or C who have car.. You'll always be the "Spare" ones.. When B and C can't go lunch with A, den you'll become A's companion... How realistic life is...Blame myself for being so forgiving as to tolerate this kind of shit again & again.. How sad humans can be... Labels: Sad/Angry
Little Miss Bitchy
11:36 AM
Monday, September 04, 2006
Haiz.. Really made a wrong choice by cutting my fridge soooo short.. I mean.. I din want it that short! I give an image of the hairstyle i wan to the auntie.. And... it turned out to be...so different.... And trimming 1 inch of hair becomes like 2 and 1/2 inch! Duh!!! All my curls are gone!!!! I only wanted to clear some of my split ends.. But i still want my curls!! >.<
Labels: Sad/Angry
Little Miss Bitchy
9:03 AM
Monday, August 28, 2006
Yesterday was really a bad day for me.... Me, Yiyi, See Ling even mummy went with us to visit wang wang for the very last time. She's so happy to see us that she kept whining, kissing and jumping onto me... I'm really gonna miss her.. And will never forget her....Those who doesn't want to adopt Wang Wang let me tel you: SHE'LL BE ADOPTED BY A BRITISH FAMILY TONITE AND WILL BE LIVING IN A LANDED PROPERTY. So what she is a mongrel, so what she's a partial black dog... She might even have a better life den you..YES!!! YOU.. A living human being...*Thanks those who have helped Wang wang one way or another to rehome*Thank you Cheng Cheng who has offered to help when i'm in need for fostering of Wang Wang*Thank you all those who rejected Wang wang becos she's a black mongrel*Thank you "those" for disappointing me at the very last min before collecting wang wang, if not, I'll
nv know that she can have such a good life living in a biggy house... N72 a deep scar.... WTF.... Already in the pouch still kanna.. Cos my pouch is hand knit.. So.. means what.... They have holes.. Idiot.. Ya.. And...I'm also stupid enough to think that it's safe to put my keys together wih N72 in my sling bag just becos there's a pouch.. with holes!?! OMG... So Heart pain... It's a super deep and long scar.... >.<
Labels: Sad/Angry, Work Shit
Little Miss Bitchy
9:57 AM
